Be strong

Another week just passed. I felt really excited last friday because I got a better change for my study. Well, I wanted to improve my study and to be more hard working on my study, so I could possibly achive more and more. I feel that I can refresh my memories again. I used to put myself really hard to achive the best one in study and life. Unlike the time at home, I lost my effort when I stayed in canada alone. I feel so sorry about my last 3 years. I don't know how can I explain to my mom and dad. I love them so much, so I can't break their believes and hopes. I know my loneliness could make them heartless and painful, but I know to keep my feeling inside. Since last birthday, I realized that I feel sympathized with my mom and dad. Also, I feel forgive my selfishness because I used to believe that my mom and dad were too heartless to leave me alone. Finally, I know the true reason, and I love my parents more and more. I know that I was living alone when I was too young to learn the new world. However, I felt I have learned much experiments in life than in study. Now, I feel ready for my study. I hope that I can make my desire be true..... Day and nights, one thing I want YOU to know that I love and miss YOU than I can say. God bless you!